I, Gardener,
am the god of this small earth.
My will prevails within its boundary.
My whim determines worth.
By my command these rocks shall be
laid up to silhouette the morning sun
and shade the anemone.
This pool shall clarify its cup
of sand, enlarge the motion of these fish
and bear the lily up.
My cedar, narrow sentinel,
shall exclaim against the pallor of the sky
with prim, funereal quill.
Never will I begrudge the sum
required to enrich the peony or rose,
phlox or delphinium
but what I cherish must obey
and live within the limits of my law
or be pulled and cast away.
I deem the proper fate of grass
is to be sheared and decree that all first buds
be pinched. I will harass
chicory and goldenrod
exposing their root, and banish dock, thistle
and garlic from my sod.
I will set poison for the mole,
dust to death the aphid, never ask
has the severed worm a soul.
Yet I will tolerate the moth and bee,
welcome the warbler and the wren, and catbird
if he chirp no irony.
Apostrophe to a Sicilian Donkey
It's no surprise that you protest
the rising sun with a yodel to erode
surrounding hills and end my sleep.
The day, staggering to its feet,
lifting its load of cloud just high enough
to let through streaks of green and gold,
bodes nothing but burdens hauled up hill,
search for footing on cold cobblestones
and the tongue-flick of an adder whip.
It's no surprise that after fodder
and before the work begins you have your say:
lusty self-pity's broken voice.
Mornings I have seen you clopping
mildly up a narrow street, hitched
to a cart of artichokes. Your driver
stopped at every laundry line
to cry his vegetables. You hung your
head,
lowered your red-gloved ears and slept.
Noons on the switch-back we have met:
you, saddled with bulging bales that brushed the rock
and protruded over the precipice;
and on the interminable stairs,
you, bearing double, rider and brick, your
ankles
quivering as if to snap
but steadying as you made the step.
Your breath came hard but quietly. The man
astride you shouted his conscience out.
And I have seen you coming home--
the long miles from the field up to the town,
you and the laborer together
with faggots and sweet bag of hay--
the two of you and all the load you bore
swaddled in a wordless, slow content.
Nodding to your walk you time
the gradual infolding
of the day
gathered from such distances.
And finally, unburdened, free
and fed, you raise once more your jointed voice
until the aching hillsides bray.
Plea to Mnemosyne
(Goddess of Memory)
Mother of things precious
things thunderous and still;
grandchild of Chaos,
who lurks in the spill
of waters and the smallest grass;
daughter
of earth, begotten
by incest among planets; keeper of
'then,'
'once,' and 'tomorrow;' binder
of men,
grant me a shred of your powers
that I may compel
the years to be with me while I spell
the wonder and the strangeness of my hours.
Mysteriously you hide
in a voice's timbre, whiff of dill, a gray-eyed
infant's glance. You glide
through my hair, wind from a sea-washed place;
and with a brush of kissing you erase
the tasteless "now." You give what's gone
another life.
You hand me and I climb escarpments
gazing back and down
on distance clarified. Mnemosyne,
I beg you, don't disown
or leave me,
spitted on one pinnacle of time.
Grandmother's Garden
Guarding the arched entrance
fiercely, densely, the rose,
a rambler cluster-pink,
reached out to grab my hair.
I ducked under and paused
where cinder paths had been.
Tall, weedy survivors
spreading, preempted them:
foxglove, day lilies, vetch--
blooming to remind me
of the fragile and the lost.
Brash, they had forgotten
what order she once kept.
I rummaged the tall grass
for vines I knew and found
a strawberry, sun-red.
Sucking my fruit I sat
on the marble bench and wept.
Ode to a Jukebox
On Saturday, the day of no demand,
Alex fondled in one hand
a second beer,
feeling a mere
hint of what evening might portend.
In nearby booths were one or two
like him, uncertain what they wished to do...
sipping, seeking, something new.
Opposite Alex, Tassie sat
slant-eyed as a sleepy cat
subliminally animate.
The juke box waiting a customer's prod
riffled its red,
riffled its red--
silent but gorgeous as a god.
Somewhere a coin clicked in.
Mechanically clutched, the platter
settled with plastic clatter.
The velvet wheel began to spin
the diamond point to mutter.
Love is a lonesome urge
and music its melancholy
purge.
In tumid monotone they
merge.
The listening ear by yearning bent
gives gender to the voice
ambivalent,
baritone or alto swung supine
between the banal cadence and relentless rhyme.
Drop a coin! A dream is there
that they who crave
that they who crave
the iterate moan may sit and stare.
One couple scarcely dancing--spent
by the trumpet's
breathlessness--
sways to the
trombone's bloated discontent.
Alex and Tassie, seated yet,
digress
from boredom they invent
to melodrama: syncopated stress.
Low-lashed their eyes accuse;
Wordless, their parting lips abuse.
They play at love rejected and rehearse the
blues.
They take to drink, gulping their alcohol.
They coax their fall
as Eve and Adam
did by clothing their desire
with numbness over
erotic fire.
Drop a coin, ignite the flare
The neon night
the neon night,
the neon night will twist the
glare.
Quivering like a switch-blade bared
the snare-drum threatens; the oboe
paired
with the double bass ties knots in
the beat,
stops the box's breath. Its bosom
heat
turns blue and red to a purple strangle
with arteried green,
a varicose tangle,
a jungle that little by little ingests a
spleen.
Alex leaps to
his feet alert
like an animal in alarm
Tassie can feel from his fingers the hurt
as he holds her arm,
but the pain is only a mute on the thin
agitation of the violin.
A cymbal releases the knot, red flows
through the saxophone and the jukebox glows
like coal by a bellows invisibly
fed.
Alex and Tassie pose,
then
tread--
they come together,
insinuate
a moment of mating, but
brush-rattle fate
slurs and deters them. They separate.
Percussion pummeling monotone
stifles the tune,
stifles the tune,
stifles the tune
and twangs the bone.
Alex and Tassie, soft of foot,
try the floor with half a shuffle
and put
hands to shoulders, listening
while a havoc of brasses splits
the string
of a cello. They leap, they
poise and wring
themselves in the
act of flight:
divine contortion torn from the
trite
pant of color and groove-trapped
sting:
Two leopards
in a dappled light.
Then like an
unprovoked assault
the
coin-consuming rhythms halt.
Bodies freeze in
a fierce gestalt
that melts into mediocrity,
blank-eyed as it was before
while the reek of
stale intensity
and the dust of
silence settle to the floor.
Alex and Tassie
breathe and wait
the command of
another brush-rattle fate
while the box, the unmoved mover,
sits multiple-hued and chromed,
smug as the beloved lover,
resplendent as
the absolute, enthroned.
Passing The Arch of Ch'i
(With Amah Tai-Tai-San)
At dusk we pass the arch of Ch'i,
Tai-Tai-San and I.
"Close your eyes and turn away
lest you meet dead eyes and die."
As we hasten by it, tiptoeing,
I hear a chisel tap,
A hiss of breath through sharp old teeth
and hard hands clap.
After the clap, a small soft sigh
and after the sigh a moan.
"The slave girl weeps," whispers Tai-Tai-San,
"as she polishes the stone.
"All three, they come to the arch of Ch'i,
the slave and the artisan
and the general's proud old mother,
They come," says Tai-Tai-San;
the slave to wipe the marble clean
of droppings by birds and flies,
and her lover to chisel more perfectly
the dragon's marble eyes.
"The general's mother with gilded nails
and jewels around her skull
returns to gloat that the arch is hers
and none more beautiful.
"The tale is this," says Tai-Tai-San.
"When the general's mother's slave
let slip and break a precious urn,
the old woman clapped for her stave,
"commanding the girl be drubbed to death;
but the artisan bowed and pled:
"Let her live and I'll build for you
the finest of arches," he said.
"The cunning dowager held her wrath
in her dry old heart. 'Maybe
I'll forgive the girl if you promise to build
the arch of all arches for me.'
"Whitest of marble the artisan chose
for beam and shaft and base,
pink for dragon claw and tongue,
turquoise and jade for a lace
"of inlaid flowers and insect wings.
He conceived his work to be
a dream of delicacy and love,
of power and serenity.
"Two years he chiseled, persuading the stone.
At last the arch was done.
The general's mother slyly smiled.
"True, it's the finest one!"
"Then she clapped for her executioner,
'Behead this artisan
and the slave also. I no longer need
the girl or the clever man,
" 'for now it is mine, the perfect arch
as all the world may see.
The artisan never will carve another
more grand than he carved for me!'
"Years later, the general's mother died
and her soul flew up to perch
like a bird of prey on the pure white span
of her perfect marble arch."
At dusk as we pass the arch of Ch'i,
I shiver while Tai-Tai-San
tells of the general's cruel mother,
the slave and the artisan.
I hear a moan and I hear a sigh,
a chisel's tap, tap, tap,
a hiss of breath through sharp old teeth,
and dry old hands clap.