

Trees and shrubs grew next to
The railway lines
Jostling with people in carriages
Barely touching an everyday rain
We had grown together an army of
Unfamiliar thoughts
Unmoved by summers of reckoning
And wet in a once shared breath
A vast wind had closed all efforts
And a river has encroached
Stealthily
By us
How would then a sky store
Figments of such loving
How would you hold on to me
Long after the train has left.

I always believed in this train 
That stole our thoughts 
And traded them with 
Hopes 
And I wondered if only 
The train had such windows 
Where the sky would creep in 
And flood us 
The desert outside would never be the same 
The Chambal river tracking the sun 
Would have traced you as always 
Many a time
Before, do you remember 
I had scaled 
This river, the desert, another sky 
Just to see you. 

Isn’t it enough that we had met 
And left 
The train had not grown 
As the whitewashed sky and the ravines 
That dared to touch it sometimes 
There are these strange summer birds 
That have flown long 
To be there 
Pecking on seedless summer strands 
You told me of thoughts 
Penetrating a sundrop curtain 
Following the birds following the train 
Following eyes 
As always. 

I had driven a jeep to the ravines 
With you sitting next to me 
The sun got stuck in the muddy undergrowth 
Eyes that refused to leave you 
On a countenance that strayed sometimes 
It was so dry in an unforgiving moment 
You spoke in syllables 
Cracked by a turgid river 
Of brigand 
And horsemen 
Sweeping past another time 
Another place 
A mound 
Once ripped 
Open a thought 
When you whispered behind a veil 
Memories remain a familiar hoof throb 
Beating against an angry air 
At night. 

I have loved you 
My nose had drawn borders 
On your cheek 
Waging a quiet battle 
To stop for long 
Threats of an exile in quietude 
Of a solemn river 
Lips remained in unison 
In dampness 
Silence shuddered on unforeseen 
Lands. 
I have loved you 
And your turbulent 
Hair that have overshadowed 
Our knowing 
You closed our eyes 
Long back on my stride 
Railway tracks in a desert 
Riding 
Fond dreams 
Of birds that would follow us 
Again another summer. 
